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Thinking right now of two friends, dear lovely people who as I write this are meeting their son for the first time...a gorgeous 14 month old boy they are adopting from a faraway city in China. Imagine...standing in the meeting room of a busy orphanage, waiting for someone to bring their little boy to them..."here is your son". Wow...it gives me shivers to imagine it.
A little boy abandoned. A couple who have travelled an almost 7 year journey to keep their dream to become parents alive. Meeting for the first time. A new family.
Travel well and gently new family.
Image from We Heart It
I haven't been blogging.
Reading?....yes, every day. Commenting?...yes, most days.Writing?...no.
There's lots of reasons for it....first there was Christmas and all the associated mayhem of shopping, cooking, eating, drinking and wrangling relatives and small children. Then there was the time away at the beach with no net access. And then the time at home with The Captain on holidays...doing family stuff, the zoo, the garden, the icecream. The Batsman about to start kinder and thinking worrying about that. The odd bit of family conflict that has taken up way too much of my headspace. And then all the summer harvest from our garden and the gardens of friends...tomato relish, plum jam, apricot jam, plum sauce, apricot sauce, plum upside down cake....you get the picture.
The thing is...I have lots of reasons and excuses why I haven't been blogging but there is really only one that is the real one. I haven't been making this a priority...a priority for me, the person who decided when i started to do this that it was important for me, therapeutic for me, enjoyable for me, healthy for me and fun for me. But I haven't been doing it. This is a bit of a familiar theme for me, this "flash in the pan" start something and then not fully see it through kind of approach.
I really want to stop doing the stop/start thing with this blog. The blog world has opened up some wonderful thought and connections for me. I want that to continue. I think I do have something to say here so that's why I am owning up to what's really behind all my reasons and excuses. Letting you (and myself know) that it won't be such a long while this time.
